Why Oh Why.

One of my besties is getting married. But somehow I am not happy. I am soooo not.

I hate that guy. Her soon-to-be-fiancée. I admit I was being a jerk when I met the two of them the other day. But that was on purpose.

She said previously in message that the guy tremendously impressed her. That, that guy is a "very good guy and uniquely different. Like no other." (I guess who's not aite?). So I wanted to see, badly, how good he could be. Hence, the attitude.

I thought he, as this so-called "very good" person, would show some respect even to those who annoyed them. But I thought it wrong. So wrong that I decided he's just another bloody goody two-shoes.

He annoyed me back. He didn't respect our friendship by saying things like, "Don't worry. Even if you don't like me, you will still be invited to the wedding." and "It's totally fine if you don't like me, coz it doesn't matter at all" and went on treating me like I was some kind of random friends whom you barely talk to. Or just someone you happen to know, more likely.

See the bold-highlighted-bigger size phrases? I personally think it is rude to say such things, that it hurts every time you think of it when I actually thought I was her best friend and I deserved to be considered in this huge matter, when she just knew this guy for like..1 and a half months? Don't get me wrong. I wasn't dying to be part of this wedding discussion/arrangement. But I think it wouldn't hurt to care to ask for my opinion. Wouldn't it?

This is a friend of more than 10 years I tell you. I was once at the top of her wedding guest list. But now I guess I wouldn't even make it to that damn list. Ha ha.

I won't make things worse. You wouldn't need my bless after all. I'm just a friend. Not a family member. I couldn't say no more.

So I'm wishing you two all the best. And may you live happily ever after.

Sorry for all the harsh things I said to your face the other day.

p/s: And the akad will be this December right? Have it planned properly. It's the most important ceremony after all.