I Should Despise You, But I Can't.

Since Twitter...






I forgot to blog.


I find 140 characters in a tweet says so much more than entire page.


I release my unhappy thoughts in the simplest way.


I summarize my excitement.


I am in touch with my friends.


What more can I say?


I am not really into writings. 


I don't write much of my feelings, nor speaking much of it. Let alone let it shows.


I do not say much of sayangs, rindus, babes, all those intimate words. I do not know how to. For that, I'm sorry.


I am not hips, urban, fashionable, call it whatever you want that defines lifestyle.


But that doesn't mean I do not care. I do. 


I am more than aware.


Maybe just not in the same way as you do. 


Maybe just not the way you like it.


I am sorry.

Marhaban yaa Ramadhan!

Salam Mubarak! Saya mintak maaf banyak-banyak atas salah silap saya. Semoga kita semua berpuasa dengan aman dan diterima amalan kita sepanjang bulan mulia ini.

Mari niat puasa sama-sama :DD (saya google dari internet untuk share)

Niat puasa sebulan :

"Sahaja aku berpuasa sebulan pada bulan Ramadan bagi tahun ini
kerana Allah Taala"

Niat puasa harian :

"Sahaja aku berpuasa esok hari kerana menunaikan fardhu bulan Ramadhan 

pada tahun ini kerana Allah Taala"

Doa berbuka: 

"Ya Tuhanku, kerana-Mu aku berpuasa, dengan-Mu aku beriman, 

di atas rezeki-Mu aku berbuka dan dengan rahmat-Mu Ya Allah yang Maha Mengasihi".

Next time saya google niat Solat Tarawikh dan Withir. Sekarang mata sudah kelabu -__-"

To Whom It May Concern.

I miss you! All of you!


Kawan. Bila kita boleh jumpa lagi? 
Things are slipping. Can't you see?


Sibuk. Tapi sebenarnya sepi. 
Mungkin sebab itu aku sibuk. 
Supaya sepi itu pergi.

Mini Update!

Bersawang dah nampaknya si Giddy Up ini. Mari kita update sikit. 

Sekarang saya sudah agak gembira di tempat kerja. Pejam celik dah almost 10 months di sini. The longest I've ever been in a workplace. I'm beginning to regain the passion that I've long lost along the way. It's weird what the world can do to you when it comes to carrier, passion and money. Most of the time they don't belong to each other, but as time goes by, I can see they're beginning to relate with one another. I worked hard for it. And I'm enjoying every bit of it. 

Oh well. I went to Perhentian, again. Sangat refreshing tengok laut biru-biru hijau dan pasir putih (dan..ehemm..orangputih) dan ikan-ikan (walaupun menjerit-jerit ketakutan nampak ikan besar) dan penyu dan terumbu karang (even they're not as pretty as before..). I wish I had my underwater camera but too bad it's aready arwah T__T I don't want to tell much since I've previously blogged about it here. It was pretty much the same routine, hanging around, snorkeling trip, bbq (hujan pulak malam tu -__-"), main air, cuci mata, that kinda stuff. I just want to say, being out of town for a while, makes me happy. 


And thanks to Cik Nawar, Encik Topek, Encik Kid, Cik Dya, Encik Chombichombong dan Encik Jambree (maaf saya tak pastilah mcm mana eja nama kamu ni) kerana sudi menjemput saya. Maaf banyak saya tak dapat tolong preparation. Maaf saya ada banyak silap kata silap laku. Maaf kalau ada hutang piutang belum selesai sila carik saya dan remind saya. Maafkan saya yang serba kekurangan. Saya harap lain kali bila nak pergi trip lagi, sila lah jemput. I'll try my best to put some effort! 

Akhir kata, khas buat Cik Nawar dan Encik Topek, SILA UPLOAD GAMBAR. Kawan-kawan saya ingat saya tipu kata pergi Perhentian. Dahlah muka tak burn sangat. 

Sekian buat masa ini.

Longing.

I held out my hands for you to reach.
Too bad they slipped out of yours.
Oh. No. They did not.
You just decided not to.
You didn't even try to.
And you hid them from my sight.
To where I would never find.
You rather fell to the ground with all your proud.
Hitting hard to the bottom rock without a sound.
With your eyes tightly shut.
Because you knew, somehow, you would not end up crashing.
You opened your eyes, to see I was the one who's falling.

Wasting Time.

Sementara tengah tunggu orang ni, mari kita merapik.


Buat masa sekarang, ada 2 benda saya paling benci. Itu adalah:
1. Kids
2. First-borns. Anak sulung.


Kenapa? 


Kids: Bermula dari dia start pandai cakap, sampai sekolah rendah. Bila dah pandai cakap, mulut macam celaka. Oh. Sekolah menengah saya tak benci. Tapi saya menyampah. Saya cuma suka yang comel dan yang sopan sahaja. Saya paling benci jenis yang orang cakap sekali tak mau dengar. Dan juga yang clingy. Dan saya juga benci tahap babi mak bapak yang tak reti nak marah anak diorang bila anak perangai macam lahanat dan boleh biar dan tengok je anak ganggu orang. Aku tampar anak ko kang marah pulak.


Anak Sulung: Ni jenis anak kesayangan mak bapak. They get away with everything. And they get EVERYTHING. Mintak apa semua dapat. Adik-adik pulak yang terpaksa mengalah. Fail exams pun tak kene bantai macam aku anak tengah ni. Menyusahkan mak bapak paling banyak sekali. Jenis kalau ko carik gaduh dengan diorang kau mesti kalah. Sebab mak bapak back up. They know this very well. And they can make you look like you are the anak derhaka. 


Sorry pada yang ada anak. Sorry juga anak sulung. I just hate these 2 things the most for the moment.

No. I Don't Celebrate V Day.

Lagu Michelle Branch zaman kita muda-mudi. Oh. Saya still muda juga sekarang.

Harap-harap anda terhibur. Terima kasih.