Friday, March 6, 2009

Try To Move On. I'll Be Right Beside.

It has been almost 3 years since your encounter with that dark episode of your life. You moaned. You wept. You cursed. You sighed as you fell deeper and deeper, down in your darken illusinative world.  And you poured your heart out all in pieces of papers. But there were never enough lines for your words to keep on dancing. The oozing tears seems never to find the right place to stop. Your dreams shattered. Your heart broke. And the time froze. And it has been almost 3 years since then. 

It was never meant to be so hard for anyone to forgive and forget. To let go and to let loose. We somehow get a set of brand new heart God spared us with whenever it crushes or breaks. To deserve this you have to learn how to conceal it from fragility you feared the most. No. It has never asked you to sacrifice physically and emotionally once you are straighten up mentally. Stop being so concious of what others have to say about you. Start thinking what you have to do about yourself and for the loved ones. Open your eyes for the little things you might have been missing all the way long. Be more grateful for what we have, in stead of keep on whining for the  rest of your life. You are right. Am no one to say all those. But the clock has to start ticking. 

And it has been almost 3 years since then. 


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