I Hate My New Workplace.

Yes. I do. Every time I step in the office I can feel the pressure. No. Not because of the workloads they dump on me. I love the jobs they assigned to me. But I can't bear the unfriendly working environment. Don't get me wrong. The people are awesome (except this one bitch who thinks she's so senior she scolds you when you ask her questions). But I can see everyone is working in awkward silence. As if somebody is watching. Yeah. The boss is. Can you imagine he went through trouble to scan our weekly planner (yeah you have to actually fill in the weekly planner sheet they give you every monday) and later compared it with work production schedule, then later compare them to your punch card??? That's just insane. I'd say it as "purposely finding your mistake". Each one of us even have personal security code for printing purposes. And yet you still have to fill in the form everytime you do the printing job.


Not to mention we are only given 10 days annual leave, no medical claims (which I personally think a total inconsiderate), and they pay us with cheque at the EARLY of month. What's that??Aren't they aware we have to pay most of the bills by that particular early of the month?? And it's in the form of cheque??? Gila malas kau ni! Can you see how they avoid troubling themselves?? I can't imagine working with the company with no privileges like this and all they do is menindas pekerja. What a fucking asshole.




I'm sooo quitting. 
So people, please support me. 
I'm giving myself 1 month. 
That's more than enough.

Kawan.

How I wish that we would be the way all of us were once before.
Now your memory is breaking my heart. And it hurts.

If You Could Only See

Through your eyes i just know it
from the words spoken i can feel it
the way you shine make me see
that you are the only one for me

c/o 
do you know, i've been searching for you forever?
and now you are right here in front of me
do you know, how much i tingle when our eyes meet?
if only you could see,
i'm falling for you

it's kind of funny to say you are my destiny
i am no fortune teller but i know it's true
right from the start it sparks
but all i do is denying

c/o

can you hear my heart calling your name?
can you tell it from my voice i'm trying to hide it?
all the love for you
if only you knew.... baby,
if only you could see

c/o




Lyrics: Scarlet Doherty (Fenn)


This is just still in progress. Still raw. Will blend it up with some melody and rhythm. Hope it'll turn up fine.

Edisi Khas: Fugly Dibot.

Aku suruh dia pakai baju kaler oren tapi dia tak mau. Malas. Kalau tak mesti dah jadi artis.

XXDDDDDD

p/s: Teefa, if you think you're ugly, take a look at this. Then think again.

I've Got Me Some Issues.

As I twitted it, I completely forgot how it feels to be loved, loving someone, or even having crush on somebody since I last been in a relationship. In fact, my previous relationships couldn't be count as a RELATIONSHIP. As I was too lenient on it I actually didn't feel the way it supposed to be. And now I can see whenever I met that someone I set my eyes on, I tend to hold my back. Because I knew they wouldn't be interested. This has been going on for quite a time, honestly. And it ain't do me no good.




Somebody save me before I totally loose it.

MALAS NAK MELAWA.

Haha. Kononnya nak ubah layout. Last-last stick to B&W je. I don't really like those fancy layouts that they have bersepah in www. Nanti saya sesat dalam blog sendiri sebab banyak sangat anasir. Walau bagaimana pun, saya tukar sikit-sikit (SIKIT GILA KOT..) bab layout dan fonts dan kaler. Hehe. I'm actually just too lazy to bother.

Oh oh. Update sikit. Saya sedang batuk selsema dah seminggu tapi tadi sempat pegi Jakel (macam ni ke eja?) dengan gembiranya beli kain and I bought my first chiffon! Oh Jakunnya saya!! Ni semua gara-gara permintaan Amalina si bakal pengantin nak tengok bridesmaid pakai chiffon. Rupanya kalau beli chiffon kena beli kain buat lining. Ahh...tambah kos. And I will have to attend 4 more upcoming weddings this year!! Gila banyak lah koleksi baju bridesmaid saya. 

Oleh itu kawan-kawan, sila take turn berkahwin ye. Sebab saya akan broke sepanjang tahun ni kalau ada lagi pertambahan perkahwinan yang memerlukan khidmat saya sebagai bridesmaid. Aku caj kang baru tau. Hehehehe.... 

*RENOVATION*

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